Lost Completely

Here lately, I’ve been scared to write. 
I haven’t been sure about what’d I’d find when my mind unlocks at night. 
Words seem distant yet, everywhere, here and there. They dance around in my thoughts beckoning me, just come here. 
But I stop and shudder at the thought. It could consume me, remold and remake me / maybe I’d be lost completely. 
But not writing makes me feel lost. It plays tricks on my mind. Emotions running rapidly. Fear becomes real. Love becomes overwhelming. 
I’m already emotional, somewhat quit vulnerable- more scares me. 
Come here! There it is yet again. The melody of words deep and defined. Destiny awaits me, why am I trying so hard to hide.